Growing up in a home split by conflicting beliefs has made my life a constant choice. As a child I looked to my parents and older siblings as examples and I could clearly see the outcome of each way of life. At four I invited Jesus to live in my heart forever. I am thankful I made that decision so young because it has stabilized me and grounded me even when bombarded by conflicting belief systems and unstable events. Jesus was always faithful to teach me through dreams and songs as a child and once during a worship service I became so overwhelmed by the presence of the Holy Spirit that I received prayer and began to praise the Father with all my might in words I didn’t recognize.