At one time I had it all. I owned a fully paid for luxury condominium! I wore tailor made suits. I had new cars, RRSP's, an investment portfolio, and more. My position as a salesman at Canada's largest radio station gave me back stage passes to concerts and VIP treatment at the clubs.

What I didn't have was the sense to not indulge in years of alcohol and drug use. I got caught up in the lifestyle of sex and drugs and rock and roll which lasted from my early 20's to my late 40's.

One night, I cursed God. I blamed Him for my addiction and my condition. I blamed Him for always grinding me under His thumb. I demanded that He prove himself or kill me.